Turtle Travels Romania edition

Sorry its been a long time since the last time I blogged anything. I have been really busy between work, Radio show, Nephews, and Traveling.

As some of you know I recently traveled to Romania with Darkness Radio and Joshua P. Warren for about 10 days. This was one of the awesomeness trips I have ever been on and was able to due to the gerousity of Brian Kerr. I was dubbed Turtle Travels by Rachel and it has sort of stuck lol. I really wish I could have taped everything so that I wouldnt forget everything but I did take over 800 pics in the 10days lol My friends Nikki and Jen also were there with me and we had tons of fun in the back of the bus with Dave :) There is so much I could say about the trip both good and bad but in the end I had a blast and want to go back but with a few different people who were unable to make this trip. Aaron Goodwin was supposed to go but due to a change in his schedule he was unable to join us and because of that I did a few thinks in his honor. One was I took many pictures with his Big Steppin sticker thru out Romania AND even left one within Vlad the Impaler Ruin Castle Poienari  anyone to find :)

I hope that one day People will go and find the sticker there Of course you have to climb 1482 steps to get there lol But if I can do it anyone can ;) This is a picture
of where it placed and for those interesting Darkness Radio
and Jeff Belanger will be returning to Romania in 2013 at the
end of May.

I am getting tired but will add to this post at another point in time :) If you have any question about what or where I went during the time in Romania plus ask either on here or Facebook or Twitter

Artwork....

I have always drawn or sketched...Not the best at it but it make me center myself sometimes. Some people think that my art is really dark cause I tend draw what I call Skull angels and Skull people... I actually dont have either of these pieces any more but there what

I have on my computer currently lol I believe that both belong to Aaron Goodwin right now lol He is one that has alway support my artwork. I have no problems with them but some do...Like I am dealing with something evil or something cause I draw skulls. They are lucky that I cant draw what I actually see in my head cause it is really messed up. These are just a sample of what I do. I also do crosses and landscapes but dont get the release as much as when I draw these kind of pieces. I am currently working on a collection to take with me to Gettysburg in less then a month...People say they will buy them but we will see. I know I am rambling but I really dont care lol. I just feel like I need to write right now and dont care about what and I have been doing alot of art lately and its part of my life. I wish I was better at it but will take what I can do as a sign that I am supposted to do it and really dont care if others accept it. I have never been normal and this proves it lol I love angels but I cant draw faces very well and love skulls which is how I started the Skull angels :) very few have them but hopfully changing that at Gettysburg :) and maybe people at Mansfield will want some of it to but I guess that is pushing it. I guess I will have to see what

happens. On that note I am going to stop writing cause I am getting tired and silly :)

Turtle Love,

Leah

Right Left Turn Radio

So awhile back my friends Lisa and Rachel talked about doing a blog radio show just cause lol Well this week we started it :) It is called Right Left Turn which I came up with purely off the top of my head. Our Initials are actually RLL but everyone tends to call me Turtle....So the Initials are RLT :) We thought it had to be a catchy name but nothing really odd...Hench came Right Left Turn :) We are going to be more on the paranormal side but have ALL kinds of people on there. Yes our first couple show have been rough but we are getting better at it. So far was have had Joe Jaocbs an up and coming singer on but on February 25th we will have Kristina Timms on which hopefully get more people to tune in :) eventually we hope to have some other Big Name people on it but as for we talk about anything :) if you want to check it out here is the link...http://www.blogtalkradio.com/rightleftturn

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I wish I could say that things are looking up for me. I am trying to figure out a way for me to go to Romania. as soon as I think I found away something else comes up and drains what I have. I really want to go and I feel like I have to go but it I cant figure this out soon I will have to give my spot up...

It doesnt help That I am sick too lol. Plus everything going on with Rachel I am getting really drained of energy. I will continue to stay positive thru everything but I need some good news soon otherwise I dont know what I will do....

The last 6 weeks

Ok I feel like I need to explain what has been going on with my life for the past 6 weeks. A lot of people knew I was sick and some ppl knew why or guessed. I found out I was pregnant. I was violently sick and not able to keep hardle anything down besides some crackers Fizzy water and spicy food lol. The Doctors told me that I was High risk and if I could make it to 6 weeks I would be able to keep the baby. The didnt thing that I would be able. No matter how careful I was I have lost the Baby at 5 weeks. I was in sooooooooo much pain and the docs confermed that I lost it by doing an ultrasound yesterday. They care conserned though cause I have been getting confused and disorinated a lot lately. If you have read one of the past blogs you know that i have a Brain tumor. They think it or another one has formed because of all the stress and emotions. I have an MRI scheduled for a week even though I did one about 3 months ago. I have a lot of medical issues that they cant figure out. I wasnt supposed to be able to get pregnant but look what happened lol. As of right now the guy doesnt know this all happend cause I havent seen him and dont want to send him a text saying something like " I was pregnant but dont worry I had a miscarrige" lol
Anyways I am still trying to process everything that has happened and the emotions that come with it all. I am will keeping you all posted on what is going on :)

Turtle Love

Leah

Snow

So it has finally started to snow yesterday actually on thurday night. Its funny cause people keep complaining about the fact we have snow lol this was the first real snow. I dont mind having snow because it is beauitful when it covering trees and stuff but not on the roads lol People are crazy drivers on the road when the first snow comes. There are more accidents in the first 24hrs of first snow...the thing is that here it snows melts snows melt ect...so people get used to snow then its gone then it snows again and people need to remember how to drive on it again lol I think that snow along with rain is away to refresh everything and start a new. It can be a pain to deal with but in the end it will come out beautiful if we let and not to think negitively about it. In the end it feeds out soil of life and make thing start to grow under the surface.Yay its really cold and can be a pain to shovel but look at it...its Beautiful :)

These are a couple pictures I took today when I was shoveling :) this is what I love about snow. My allergies on the other hand dont like it lol My allergies get really bad during the winter/snow. Its a curse lol but thats ok :) I should move somewhere where it doesnt snow but I like seeing it lol I dont mind a little but last year around this time there was a was a HUGE snow storm that dropped 2 ft of snow in 24hrs...That was a pain cause everything was closing but my work. We still have to feed the kids on campus...I was one of 10 people who made it in. We have a staff of 35 lol I hope that doesnt happen this year lol A few people aready said they wouldnt come in again if it happend lol they dont want to risk it which I understand but I wouldnt have a choice lol I live within a 3 mile raidus of work lol.
Oh well lol I am getting random which means its time to stop writing lol :)


Turtle Love,
Leah

WHAT DO I DO!!!!!

How do you tell someone you care about that a) you do care about them more then before and b) you have a new lease of life because of them even though you know they arent good for you. I am trying to figure out the best way to drop a bomb on someone. It will change EVERYTHING about what we were before and what will come to the future I dont know what to do....I dont want them to freak out and never talk to me again but eventually I am going to have to tell them lol

First thing I need to do is figured out what I want to do. For right now I am going to play it cool and see what happens. I know that they will accept it eventually but till then I am soooooooo confused on what to do. Its amazing on how fast life can change. Sorry I cant be more specific lol But the majority know so I should just come out and say it but I feel like as soon as I do I will jinx it lol

Enough for now,

Turtle Love,

Leah